Sin

I sinned a sin full of pleasure,
Next to a shaking, stupefied form.
O God, who knows what I did
In that dark and quiet seclusion

Forugh Farrokhzad

Tranquility

It has been a while that this factor has been replaced in my life with something I am not really aware of ! but I endured it for couple of years . It is definitely not a miniuscule difference but instead like a fact thoroughly encircled any facets of my life , my interactions , my behaviors towards the others and so on that makes every part erratic so far. the first choice , logic ! which clutters everythings ( that might obey their own rules) to set it to OUR arbitrary algorithms ) . and if you get rid of it it becomes perilous . so lets put it off . put it off .

mysterious p53 Protein

the most frequently genetic lesions seen in cancers involves the so-called p53 protein which seems to play the major role in cell cyle. The knock out mice with truncated p53, made by homologous recombination , showed relatively high rate of malignant tumor development . The latter results support the hypothesis that this gene is the main factor predisposing the individuals to cancer development . I 'll try to write more about the connection of this gene which is dispensable for development , with the SIR silencing genes which in abberant form accelarate the progeria . its one of Lenny Guarente preassumptions . whatsmore , the p53 might affect the immune system . I have not found any recent review though .

Arbitrary elixirs

having bound in an arbitrary pre-set rows of definitions , creeping all over you , we are looking for elixirs .nevertheless , we are never aware of using the same pre-set of elixirs used to invigorate ourself like a drug that persists for couple of periods and then triumph for new cure ! lets define new ones ! the rudimentary ones are not working anymore !

hamed

GOD (?)

I am the infinite deep
In whom all the worlds appear to rise.
Beyond all form, forever still.
So am I

Ashtavakra Gita

no intellectual analysis please !

Man cannot come to [truth] through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, not through any philosophic knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection.

-J. Krishnamurti

Stillness ! wanna get out of illusion !

it might look like quite a bit bazzar but it seems to be true !
what we define as the reality is the reflection of our mind . "The intrusion of our mind power on to raw experience "(1) is happening simaltanously that we are not aware of . the perception has already been contaminated with our infatuations in any kind . we are not oblivious though .
"Although nature commences with reason and ends in experience it is necessary for us to do the opposite, that is to commence with experience and from this to proceed to investigate the reason.” (leonardo davinci )
http://www.life2point0.com/2007/01/dont_just_do_so.html